Calgon- Take me away!!!

Damn, this past week has absolutely been a test. This past week I have seriously considered just running away. I am not sure anything else could have gone wrong. The kids are misbehaving, my darling subby has been diagnosed with a medical problem in a very private area. I am feeling lost. For the past few weeks life has really been getting in the way. I just hate it when that happens. I usually don't post irrelevant things to this blog but I need to seriously vent. You know how they say the more sex women have the more they want it. Well, the same holds true for D/s. I have gotten use to being able to play in one way or another everyday for the past 6 months. When I don't get to play I get very cranky. I am trying to be a good Domme and give my subby some time to re coupe from his injuries but damn I am impatient. I guess I am a true Domme, I want what I want when I want it!!! I miss the power exchange. I miss the attention. I miss my submissive. What I am learning from this little experience is life will not always afford us the time and attention necessary to have that power exchange. I have to be patient. Patience, not something God has gifted me with. I have to keep reminding myself that it can't always be as intense as I may like. OK, I feel better. The next post will be educational and inspiring. I promise!!